I don't know most of these people off the board. Even now when there are just a few of us regulars left. AS griffith said there are other boards and chats. Lifeline and VOA are some of the other places. This board is pretty dead when there used to be dozens of posts a day.
There are only 2 types of people that I dislike and ostracize. Those who intentionally and knowingly lie. And those who insult others such as someone writing out a logical post and that person responding with a 100% personal insult. Since you haven't done either I'm fine with you.
I'll try to respond to your stuff more. I think I have a few times. I don't visit this board as much as I used to though.
Anyway, Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays. And my sincerest wishes life never has you feeling alone or ostracized. If there is anything I can do to make you feel less alone I'm here and I'll make sure to check the board some.
If you have a time which you want to go into GC chat or Lifeline tell me and I'll come join with you on that time. I know all the mods and will make sure you are welcomed. Though knowing the mods I'm sure they will make you feel welcome without me being there.