Why I’m NOT returning and probably never will.

This applies to not only GC, but also VOA, and possibly/probably all other MAP mediums.

I am NOT going to be returning after all and I probably NEVER will.

It is too bad because for a while recently I was 99% sure I would be returning. Now, however, I plan on distancing myself from the MAP communities more than ever. This realization, for the better, has come to me after a severe argument and flame war I had in another online MAP community with some people. It may be unfortunate… to * some * of you… I am not cut out for this at all. Maybe I just never was.

My other reasons for staying away now have to do as well with the reasons I mentioned before, including:
- Severe mental disturbances which prevent me from functioning properly.
- Distrust and paranoia among us.
- Members of our community who pretend to care for children, but have beliefs contrary to that notion.

Maybe I am paranoid too. I probably am. I’m saying this because I’m not sure I do trust the direction of not just GC - but the entirety of the community – is headed in. With GC, I don’t quite think our founding fathers would approve of the change of leadership. I’m not questioning the integrity of our powers that be, I have no reason to. But that’s just it. I know nothing about our new admin/s. And something feels off about what’s happening.

More importantly, I can no longer guarantee I could be here without causing some serious problems between fellow members. I don’t want to be the cause of flame wars, attacks, insults, etc. I just have certain issues with certain factions; specific allegiances some members of our community have. I cannot, for the life of me, get along with such people. And as I’ve mentioned quite a few times before, there are people in this world I hate much more than antis, and problems worth fixing much more important to me than the sexual rights of pedophiles, or even the rights of children to consent to sex!

If I ever become more mentally stable – which I doubt – I may reconsider my absenteeism here. In the mean time I’m going to have to stay away. I might pop into the Chats here and there, but I’d like to avoid that as well.

I’m sorry. However, I need to thank a number of people (you know who you are) who have given me strong encouragement to continue posting. And while I’ve never received much of an explanation, I have been told by some major members of the community that I’ve made a fairly strong impact in the world. And that brings us to…

I do not want my impact in this world to cease!

I may need advice in the future about how to go about youth-rights activism without appearing as pro-MAP and anti-AOC. Feel free to give any advice now. And I may return briefly at a later time to ask again.

But as far as MAP activism goes, I am finished.

I owe far too many of you a good THANK YOU. And thank you BOTH VoA and GC for being here for me! I’ve taken that for granted far too many times in the past.

In the mean time, good luck to everyone. I may add moar to this later if I think of anything. And I wish for a future where little girls are legally allowed to shag all of us! :-)