a few solution ideas for this

you are gonna have to shake up your stuck brain, and... you guessed it, that means drugs! but then there is more too

I have not used acid or mushrooms myself, but I understand they increase neuroplasticity and thus can remold your brain, but that takes your own desire and some supervision to work.

you know what's up, I think, so you wouldn't screw up... if you did meth. that stuff just makes you so horny that you'd construct inanimate objects in a particularly obsessive way and then have that screw your brains out. like, I realized I was half gay from that shit. I would have never believed it, but there it is, even years after using.

lastly, put on some anime porn shit. it's wildly fake and yet it can so easily make you pretend and feel good.

knock knock! this is the brain doctor! wake up! you got this!