Need a new job

I'm done working in the food industry. It's not fulfilling; at least not in the way I mean, heh. The only time I was happy at my job was when I got to interact with kids which was rare and brief. I want to actually teach kids. I could easily get a job working at some god forsaken factory making decent money but fuck that. All that work is soul destroying.

So yeah I quit my job. I just walked out. It was slowly killing me and I just couldn't take it anymore. For the past week I've just been driving around my city aimlessly. Been going to parks and libraries seeing some really cute girls and wishing I had one for my adventures.

On Monday I plan to make some stops at places that tutor kids to see if I they have some openings. Even if they are entry level and the pay is crap I don't care. I wish I had made the decision earlier to pursue a career in child care while I was in school and had the opportunity. I was just scared because of my pedophilia, but I know now that it doesn't make me a bad person and I am really good with kids.