...and I certainly know what persecution is.
And by situation, I presume that you mean you were never good enough to make a commitment to a girl to love honor and respect her for the rest of her life. Have you ever considered...
Wide of the mark. Please do not put words into my mouth and do not presume anything, when you do not know anything about me. I have a long life behind, I have experienced a lot.
Anyway, I wish you strength and luck.