It was a part of our "ritual" that She enjoyed. Nothing sexual, though. Just sensual. It is the one thing that I learned, through Her, that I love, even today, with anyone who will be sensual with me under the warm spray. Sadly, wifey is Chinese and only takes showers, with or without me, to get clean. All else is just a waste of water (which I don't pay for.) I think that is part of the reason I don't mind the legal separation. Occasionally, she does come over for a bath. But no shower.

You have, of course, stood in the shower before with sudsy soap on your skin and, without a washcloth, rubbed you skin? I mean, non-sexually, say on your arm or chest. You feel your own pressure, your own warmth, your own joy. But now imagine NO pressure from your hands, the warmth you feel is NOT yours, and the joy you know is being experienced is from a little girl doing the enjoying. Someone you love is getting pleasure... not sexually, but just touch pleasure. Doesn't that concept make you feel good?

My little lover felt that pleasure... again, non-sexual pleasure... often. And I thoroughly enjoyed giving it to Her. Today, I thoroughly enjoy remembering it all.