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I have been sllightly depressed since...
Posted by griffith on 2020-October-10 11:17:11 EDT, SaturdayOf course there have been some joys and adventures in my life, too, but they are not the same as happiness.
There have also been several different serious crises in my life, full of despair and mental torture; they have each lasted for several years. Luckily I think that the most serious crises are over.
I wonder like many others: would it even be sane to be happy and well-adapted in the world where we live? And with the ego that we have?
The ego -- it is the biggest problem. My ego will be gone when I die. I will never be enlightened, but when I die, there will be darkness that is almost as good as light.
(Of course there will be no darkness, but nothingness.)
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- I feel you - Autumn Leaf on 2020-October-12 06:51:47 EDT, Monday - (16 / 0 / 3)
- There have been joys, but I don't know... - griffith on 2020-October-12 11:15:42 EDT, Monday - (15 / 0 / 2)
- I haven't lived your life - Autumn Leaf on 2020-October-16 14:07:08 EDT, Friday - (18 / 0 / 0)
- Joie de vivre, joy of living would be... - griffith on 2020-October-12 22:29:14 EDT, Monday - (20 / 0 / 0)
- There have been joys, but I don't know... - griffith on 2020-October-12 11:15:42 EDT, Monday - (15 / 0 / 2)
- thoughts.. - Eeyore on 2020-October-11 02:47:27 EDT, Sunday - (17 / 0 / 4)
- re: thoughts.. - griffith on 2020-October-11 10:30:59 EDT, Sunday - (17 / 0 / 3)
- yeah.. - Eeyore on 2020-October-13 05:40:25 EDT, Tuesday - (19 / 0 / 2)
- Weed always made me feel bad. - griffith on 2020-October-13 13:38:56 EDT, Tuesday - (20 / 0 / 1)
- I do sympathize. - Eeyore on 2020-October-15 05:44:23 EDT, Thursday - (18 / 0 / 0)
- Weed always made me feel bad. - griffith on 2020-October-13 13:38:56 EDT, Tuesday - (20 / 0 / 1)
- yeah.. - Eeyore on 2020-October-13 05:40:25 EDT, Tuesday - (19 / 0 / 2)
- re: thoughts.. - griffith on 2020-October-11 10:30:59 EDT, Sunday - (17 / 0 / 3)