...and it disturbs me.
No, you don't see it, and the people in real life usually don't see it. My vexation is mostly directed to objects -- if a key is not in the right position in my hand, if a cable does not go immediately to the hole, if a sleeve is inside out when I try to put the shirt on, if I don't find an object the same second I need it, and in countless similar situations. I curse out loud bitterly, as if it were a much bigger thing... I don't know what to do with this irritation.