My AoA is <14, prefer 9-13

For the girls below 9, I am attracted to them, but it's not in a sexual way, it's more of an "Aww they're so adorable, and I want to nurture them," way. I do have a slight romantic feeling toward them as well. It's hard to explain... it's like a flirtatious appreciation for their soul, and beauty.

Of course, once they are around 9, and just starting puberty, I start developing somewhat sexual feelings for them. I generally consider myself Asexual, but sometimes those thoughts cross my mind.