I truly am sorry to hear this. I'm hoping that you will be able to do that "help yourself by helping others" thing. Actually I think you already have.

You have shown us all here at least how vulerable we might be in this present world we live in. Hopefully there will be many more people finding the support of people like us *here*, rather than feeling they have no other options in their life.

Please take care, and I hope your burdens will ease off a little soon.

- SmilesAreFree -