that is a very sad story

I said a prayer for you, the man, his grandchildren, and all the MAAs out there who might be thinking about suicide because they cant live with their feelings.

The man sounds like he was a lover but a tortured soul. If there is a heaven (and I think there is) I am sure he is there right now, no longer tortured by his own uncontrollable thoughts.

and you say your community is not sympathetic? Just glad another pedo is dead? That makes it even worse, unimaginable really.