--- poisontears ---
....i hope i have not said too much.
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You have. From your account, you made some reference to your inner life to your fellow
students. This precipitated some contact with a school representative, and hence your
inquisition has begun.

It is of course unfortunate that your desires are not on the accepted list of 'deviance',
had they been, you would have found perhaps a supportive 'therapist' to assist you
in your fully 'coming out', even if you attended a fundamentalist christian school,
there would be support coming from outside to lighten your plight.

Hate to say it but, it definately will be foul weather ahead for you. Any lack of commitment to 'dealing with your problems' will be interpreted badly, any non-appearance will be tantamount to admission of 'worst'.

Even worse, if you do disclose any information which suggests that you are in more than
just a 'passing phase', this may bring screwtiny upon your parents, because such desires
for 'children', do not just 'come out of no where'. Often a model that is used is that such
a person was themself abused, and hence this evil must be addressed along with the
resulting victimhood of which you suffer.

I'd get a lawyer at this point. And read your Miranda rights to the therapist... it
would perhaps lead to a diagnosis involving paranoid delusions... but that's better
than paedophilia in this age.