Firstly, I just want to say that well, although your parents seem to be completely confused, or thier brains are on Mars or something, at least they aren't freaking out about your attraction to kids. I mean, it could be worse right? So, well, in that way I sorta envy you, but well, the rest of it seems kinda harsh, really...

I hope that this person at your colledge helps you at least a little, and just doesn't do something crazy like call the cops or something. That's what I'd be most afraid of. Antis over react, and well, I find it hard to trust people who just don't understand. Also, I hope that this person just helps you with the problematic side of your attraction. I'm not exactly certain what you mean by 'violent', after all, all things come in degrees, but well, I get the impression it's not something as innocuous as play wresting in a field of daisies.

Anyway, this group is here for you! I know I for one don't like seeing people upset and wracked with guilt. Goodness knows I've had enough of that myself, so um, if there's anything you need help with, my recommendation would be to bring it here. We're a support group after all, right?

-Pathos