I have overpowering urges to rend humans with my bare hands. Not erotic, just theraputic. At random. En masse. It's a constant part of my life.

I also have the strong urge not to hurt someone, empathy and an abiding love for my fellow being a strong part of my makeup.

The two coexist quite peacefully - and as this be so, I can derive great joy, satisfaction, and pleasure in the sensation of physical power yearning for efficient release.

It's all good 'till someone actually gets hurt... as in, one inflicts upon someone something which they would not wish on themselves. :)

Relax, and hug yourself for me.