I don't feel like I make very good posts. They are not very well educated; not even very intelligent. When responding, I often misunderstand something said and go off on an irrelevant tangent. When making an original post, my thoughts wander and my writing skills are poor, so, if I don't outright offend someone, then I mostly just drivel. Meh.

So I decided to do it again. Either that or die.

If I'm not focused on a task involving 'survival' (work), most of my time is spent wondering about myself. And, as a proud pedo (in my head anyway), I wonder a lot about that.

I've always considered myself one of the doomed when religions are mentioned. My morals are my own and apparently unique - I have no idea where they came from or why I even have them. Science is the only religion that makes sense to me but I know so little of it.

Here's the thought string:

Humans didn't start out with morals or religion or science. Totally uncivilized, we savagely took what we needed or even wanted. I imagine rape was the normal sexual activity; y'no, the image of the caveman dragging the girl by the hair to his den. I don't imagine he even gave a damn about if she was of age to reproduce, or even which hole he accidentally ended up in.

Race through history. Men raped enough fertile women to populate rapidly. Then we had to learn to live together in groups that included people that were outside our immediate sexual family. We civilized. We protected our young. We made rules for all to follow in the interest of having greater numbers and greater strength to survive the attacks of neighbors who wanted our food and women and male slaves to do the heavy lifting. Cities and States formed with more rules, mostly intended to increase the tribe's numbers and strength. Although neighbor attacks continued, they were not powerful enough and our numbers grew rapidly. Today our numbers have exceeded the planets' ability to adequately support us. We are TOO MANY now. The planet will have no choice but to reduce our numbers by denying us the air, water, and fertile ground we need to sustain life as we know it. There also may be other ways to reduce our numbers.

homos, pedos, zoo-os (??), jerk-offs, etc. have probably always existed in the soup but not until recently have they become so important. Non-reproductive alternatives for sexual needs. Good thing nature kept this fringe element around, just in case we were needed.

Pedophiles are needed for species survival. But, uh-oh, the same rules are in place that were used to grow the population. And the religions are still active that invented morals against non-reproductive sex, again to grow the population. Non-reproductive sexuals are caught in a transitional era. Could make a guy depressed and angry.

Now, my OWN morals prevent me from breaking the rules and taking what I want. And those morals are refined not to just 'take', they demand that I 'win' and deserve my prizes. It's very messy and frustrating.

That is how I am looking at the posts on this board now. We're trying to sort it out; even explore if any of it is 'right'. Homos, zoo-os, and jerk-offs, are doing better than pedos. VP knows why. Some of our pro-contact spokesmen know why, too. Lots of disagreement. Lots of disappointment. Lots of stress.

The end. Well, I hope not. I do think that, if pedos have a chance to make it better, it will happen on boards like this one, where thoughts are not restricted and we can explore every idea that comes up.

My message is to encourage patience, tolerance, love and understanding in our debates and disagreements. It's so important that the future of our species and the planet itself, to some degree, just might depend on it.



[heading off now to a LG birthday party - it's not ALL bad]