How not to see women as sex objects?

Alright, I actually don't know if I'm really looking for advice here. Take this as more of a statement.

I only see women as sex objects. I don't know how to see them any other way, considering the damage they've done to humanity and all the shit they buy into... letting it forever change their psyche and how they behave.

I don't feel this way about little girls. Little girls have so much going for them, other than looks. This is why the concept of getting to be with a little girl means so much to me.

Trying to find an adult GF... but I still don't know if there's a point. I've realized now, this is how I feel about adult women.

But how can I stop myself from wanting an adult GF? I would like to fuck something beautiful so very badly. And if it can't be a little girl, that's all it really would be... fucking.

Is it impossible for me to fall in love with a woman? Far from it, I think. And that's what scares me. I'm scared that falling in love with an adult woman would also change me. That I'd let her alter me and change my beliefs. All because of this thing called... love.

In the mean time, I'm very angry that it's so hard at my age to find a good looking adult woman girlfriend. When I was younger, their looks didn't mean much to me. I wasn't attracted to them... they were my age! Now I find them so demanding and high-maintenance.

They're an impossible people.