GirlChat #744625
https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLksRBLSa4JMYvA8F0GOolpK9ZpRqhCocX&feature=shared
>>> I try to keep everything in chronological order. Some songs are without a specific age or time. >>> The specific people referenced herein are 100% real, but the names are pseudonyms. All names are fictitious. Song #1 - starting off my playlist with a general love song with some lyrics that I'm creatively reinterpreting to apply. Not a perfect fit, but close enough. Songs #2 & 3 - directed towards "Daniel" (age 4+ yo) Songs #4 & 5 - directed towards "Joseph" (age 6 yo) Song #6 - virtually my theme song, not directed towards anyone in particular, but a man I met at Disneyland (6 yo) and another at the playground (7 yo) both come to mind "It's NOT better to be safe than sorry" might as well have been my life motto. Songs #7 & 8 - more songs for GL generally (from my perspective), although they also vaguely remind me of a third grade teacher I knew from school, but only tangentially Song #9 - the lyrics elegantly describe the first time I saw KPP Song #10 - this song belongs exclusively to KPP. It exquisitely captures my mood and feeling from my first introduction and encounter with KPP - perfectly sublime, ethereal and numinous. That said, these words could be applied to other encounters with other men as well. Songs #11 - once again, I recycle and repurpose songs that are intended to mean something entirely different. This describes the lasting effect of my first encounter with KPP Song #12 - I knew 'Sometimes'. "Jace" introduced me to 'Always'. It was 'never' between us...but I still enjoyed what little time we had together. Song #13 - sometimes, I didn't need to verbally ask for anything because the man I was with could virtually read my mind. Took some pressure off to constantly self-express and be the focus of attention, which was nice. Onlookers might mistake a girl's passivity/silence as submissiveness (a trait assigned to females) or obedience (a trait assigned to children). But there's no need to talk all the time! Silently enjoying good company can be golden. Song #14 - "Matthew" played this song for me, and that was the first time I heard it. He played it repeatedly for me, so I associate it with him, but I could have easily dedicated it from me to certain GLers I knew. Song #15 - another mainstream song that I've reinterpreted to apply to pedophilia. The lyrics, combined with the haunting melody, seem so fitting based on my experiences. When I read the lyrics, it is hard to believe it is about anything else. Song #16 - this has absolutely NOTHING to do with child love at all, but a girl lover was a fan and introduced the band to me, so I included them on my playlist. Song #17 - general song, from the perspective of a girl/woman who has been dumped or rejected by her former lover(s). SOO relatable. Just to be clear - she does not actually hate them. She is expressing a wistful feeling. Song #18 & 19 - hard to choose which song expresses it more...spent some time with "Stephan", he was also a SO, and we chatted about things. These songs refer to something we discussed (age: 25 yo) Songs #20 & 21 - second meeting with KPP; the lyrics are dedicated from me to him Song #22 - and we are back to this talented singer... Song #23 - IMO, a fun and lighthearted take on a pedophilic relationship Song #24 - I always thought Little Bunny and Helios were a representation of a pedo love story...am I wrong?? No way can you convince me there are strictly platonic feelings between them. I have never kissed a friend like this. Songs #25 & 26 - nothing to do with pedophilia; I threw the songs onto the list because I like them, that's it. Song #27 - also nothing to do with pedophilia at all, but if you have not heard Overwerk before, you are missing out. Here is one of their pieces. Song #28 - Finally, I could not complete this great ode to GLers without giving a small nod of appreciation to the men of teleiophilia. If you happen to be rage reading this board right now...Here you are, darlings! >>> This is not a comprehensive list of pedophiles I knew, nor does inclusion on this list indicate greater significance. I associate some certain pedophiles with certain songs, others I do not. |