You are right though. I am debilitatingly angry all the time. And there is no cure for that.
I do have friends here though, so I cant be all bad right? I invite you to chat over at GCC or lifeline. I find these forums/boards are very shieldy-screeny (protected by your lcd). Lots of time to compose thoughts to be pretentious and altered by mood. Direct chat is a J Joyce stream of consciousness which is much more intimate and closer to a real life conversation than any of this overthought rhetoric you find here.
Join chat. You will love it i am sure
When I see someone beautiful,
I tend to stare.