Hello everyone, I haven't been on here for over 4 years at least. And man has it been a crazy couple of years. Living as a child lover can be tough. As a child lover I have become addicted to child porn for years. But then I got arrested for possessing it. And got sentenced. During my sentence I've had tons of therapy and learning about what I've done
And how serious it really is. As far as legally and morally. I didn't want my attractions to go to the darkest place. I've been a part of a recovery based program that connects me to people with similar problems and it has helped. The arrest also came with publications about what I have done. So lots of people know my secret. They know I'm attracted to kids. However, I think not every person arrested for this is a child lover. Not neccesarily. I sure have learned my lesson. I'm just back here for a little extra support. The fact is I'm still going to be attracted to kids. I just need to know my boundaries.