Good on you for being a good Christian.
I am aware that Christianity is against genital mutilation, there are various verses in the New Testament which say this. I just have trouble believing in a God who, at any point in time, commanded such violent things.
This is ultimately why, in 2018 when I became Christian again, I only stayed like this for 6 weeks, and ultimately went back to Satanism :(
I will continue to look for alternative views on the Old Testament, and I pray that Hajduk replies to some of my questions soon.