...that far.

I did not write when I was visiting my sister. Now I cannot write/do any brain work because I am drunk.

When I write, I want that everything is perfect, and it is a great burden. Besides I want that the dreams would finally get me an answer to my greatest logical allegoric problems. They don't do. One morning I had a dream where someone said the words "side effect" in English. I analyzed those words from every possible angle and they are nothing. Side effect? Sai defect, got defect? No, nothing but rubbish.