I am probably going to get a sex-change.

So many unthinkable things have happened in my life recently. I hope to elaborate more later, and I probably will. But I’ve become quite busy, for various reasons. It’s going to be at least several days before I can make another reply, or post.

I am very likely going to be getting an operation. I have decided I want to be a woman. I know now that I’ve always been a woman deep down inside, and this is where my girl-love came from.

There have been a lot of events that have led me to realize this. I went through a lot of abuse from society and people in general. I was never allowed to fully express myself, nor my emotions.

I survived a suicide attempt in my teens, and 2 months ago as well. Don’t worry about me, it will not happen again. I swear, please don’t sweat it my friends. I’m finally becoming happy.

Please respect my choice. There is someone here who I’ve been arguing with about this in GCC over the last month or so. THAT person, who I will not name, really needs to grow up.

I can promise two things:

- Don’t Worry About Me.

- I will be back!

Remember, gender is a societal construct. If you love kids, they must be allowed to freely express themselves.

Hugs and smiles to everyone. Thanks for teaching me so much!