Anyone want to fake gay marry me?

Then we can adopt a little girl and enjoy raising her together. Don't worry I won't ask you to sleep with me.

Okay not completely serious. Just feeling a little alone and depressed lately since a young girl I use to see every summer has grown into a teenager and now prefers the company of her same-age friends over me.

Not complaining. It is what it is. I understand the need for teenagers to grow up and be with peers. Not mad about it. I just yearn for that prepubescent love again. Lately I've been fantasizing hard about having a girl of my own. But that's probably better left as a fantasy.

It's just that getting trust from parents can be so hard nowadays. This summer I've been spending mostly alone other than occasional visits from one of my younger nieces.