I am still new here, and I haven't had the pleasure of really getting to know you yet. But you seem very interesting to me and I would like to know you more. People here clearly love you lots.
To be honest, I couldn't have put it better than Baldur did: 'Don't seek a permanent solution to a temporary problem.' Even though I have never heard this quote before, it is basically how I have always felt about life. I have been to the depths of mental struggle, I know how you feel, and now I am in a happier place, and you will get there too, you just need to be patient. Life is a bumpy road with lots of twists and turns, which, when you think about it, is much more interesting than a road that is straight and flat forever. it is through moments of struggle that we learn the most precious things in life.
We are always here for you if you need a virtual hug.
Stay beautiful. x