I don't know what you are going through right now, but I know that even most problems that seem particularly bad are temporary.
If Dante were still posting here I am sure he would say something like "Don't seek a permanent solution to a temporary problem."
You are loved here, and I am sure there are people who know you in person who love you too. You have always struck me as a decent and caring person. I am sure others see you that way too.
We all have had times when we wanted to give up, when we just wished that everything could end so that whatever was troubling us would stop - and yet we find that things often get better much sooner than anticipated, and that new possibilities open up that make life worth living again.
We don't want to lose you.
Take care of yourself.