...especially when you don't know what you are looking for, and WHY.

At least I feel so now.

Why can't the great ideas just come to mind at one blow, like the Jungian great dreams?

I haven't even had any so-called great dreams for aeons. Maybe I am already too old for anything great? Maybe my brain is shrinking already?

But of course I continue, little by little -- what else could I do with my remaining years?

Just a short rant.