I will quote him some:

I don't think you understand, yet if ever, exactly why some of us were angry about the money problem, and until you do, it's hard to forgive.

He is right. As for myself, LGsinmyheart, I have said, ever since this whole mess began, that you don't need to pay my part back to anyone. But you have to understand why it bothers many, even before you start paying back.

I respect you, although it might not always show
I also care about you, whether you believe it or not, which is why I'm writing this reply.
I wouldn't mind talking to you in chat,
That doesn't mean that I like you again, or trust you again, yet.

That too is how I feel.

To tell you the truth, I don't know if I will ever trust you again. But I do care about you, and I do think that being on GC is preferrable than being out of it.

Again recalling Minstrel:

Besides that, if losing GC would affect you like it would affect me, that counts as harm, and as I still care about you, I don't want that harm to come to you. Don't go. There's still hope if you stay, there's no hope if you leave.

I do want you here.

And I do want you in chat. But of course, I haven't been part of the moderating staff for some time, so I don't know what they know that might make me think otherwise.