BTW

I am sorry that I did not get a chance to respond to your post Re: troubled relationships, you brought a lot of issues up worth talking about but it is a bit late for me to respond know so I will say this...1)I hope you meet someone soon and 2) The point that you made about whether it is worse to have never experienced love or to have constantly experienced love mixed with heartbreak (I am paraphrasing quite a bit here) is a very interesting one and could be the subject of an entire thread in itself. I myself am in the former camp and you are in the latter but since we have never been in each others shoes...it would be hard to answer the question!