and i can't and will not be a participant in this discussion.
But I do know your whereabouts are all over the internet, the money issue was an easy find and I saw the opinions of Eeyore and others.

As a bystander I have to say I like your present posts and attitude, but think also the damage of the past cannot be made undone.

In my language there is a saying: "Wie zijn kont brandt, moet op de blaren zitten", the one who burns his ass has to sit on the blisters.

I recognize the good things you did for the CL community and value this.

My bet: Get a new start, a new identity and try again.

Be well, Sancho