I didn't want to get involved on GC besides sporadic audio comments but, since i got involved with one, i'll go all the way.

As BB said if these things get outta hand then you NEED to seek professional help, despite the personal consequences.

The word 'help' is more than an euphemism. There will only be control and a genuine lack of care about you and your problems. They betrayed their profession and rather became police officers investigating you and what you think - and finding evidence to use against you. It has the same partiality of LEOS; whatever you say to bring the focus back on you as an individual will be instantly dismissed to bring the focus back on "how you need to be controlled".

For someone - and i'm not talking about anyone in particular - that is in a situation in need of help, any kind of help, coming to undercover LEOs that manipulate their need of help to do their dirty deed can be the ultimate event that pushes them to do what they didn't want to do.

When i talked about my stay in the mental hospital, i was merely pointing out that i got the occasion to talk about my fantasies. The context itself was of no relevance to this fact; i could have told them to a murderer that would have pulled the trigger right after i mentioned them that i'd be saying the same thing about it.

Put back into context, i might have put myself in a position where i was more dangerous - or a real danger per say - after talking with said psychiatrists because it became a rather intolerable amount of persecution directed against me.

I hate to sound like an ass but I'd rather see you in detention than a little girl harmed... hopefully you feel the same way.

I'd rather not see anyone harmed, PoisonTears or anyone else. That is why i refuse to say "who is better to be harmed" between two people. It's also why i refuse to blame sex offenders that actually kidnap a child and do something about it (again, not talking about PoisonTears specifically - which i know little about - but rather generally).

You see, when a person has such problems in his life, he might consider seeing a psychiatrist for "help" but, knowing that they are undercover LEOs and pedophobes that are only waiting for the sheep to come in to do their dirty deed (slaughter them), decides to take his chances.

And then he might kidnap a child and do what he does. However, he was forced into this situation by the vile pedophobic psychiatrists and society that did not want to help him but harm him more.

Thus, i refuse to put the blame on the kidnapper per say, or force him - or even suggest - that he decides between his life and another's. Whatever happens is the pedophobes' fault.