You are having problems. Calm down.

But I don't understand where your venom toward me comes from.

I've engaged you in non-insulting debate, challenging your ideas, not you as a person. The 'tirade' is just the same as I'd give anyone else spouting the same unjustified conclusions.

If you want people to care about what's going on with you, then tell us, don't insult us and make inflammatory posts. You're not an enemy, as far as I'm concerned, you're at the most confused and misguided.