I have felt that there is a lot more to you than 99% of people. You have such a vitality and a litery energy that is is unbridled.

One thing, you mention the 'fight' and I am wondering if fighting is a good way to go. I feel sure there are other things that you can do that will result in success without fighting the system. Things are really much better than they seem but only if you are not 'out' I suppose. Awareness of what our condition is, is growing around the world.

Like so many others you have faced rejection and persecution because you have 'come out'. I think there is a way for you to burrow out of this but it may have to involve not fighting the system in the future. That of course does not preclude fighting for the cause.