Tafkaps,

I am so sorry to hear this. I wish there was something I could do for you. But all I can offer is my sincere condolences on what you are getting ready to go through.

I read your post above. I am glad to hear you do have your son on your side. At least you have that. Support will be the one thing that will get you through this. And I know how much your family means to you. Everyone in the world could hate you, but if you dont have your children supporting you, well thats the most devastating feeling.

I will be keeping you in my thoughts, as well as your wife and children. I can imagine it will be very difficult on them too. I'm sure your wife hates this site, if she knows about it. But tell her anyways that I am thinking of her. I'm pretty sure I know what she has been going through. Or at least to an extent.

Stay safe, and do what you need to to keep your spirits up. You will need that to keep your sanity in check. Please take care.

Love Always
Cindy