>I wish I knew more of your story...

Start here: http://www.glgarden.org/david/.

Then go to the GC search link at the top of the index page and search for Author princesplaff. You might want to start with messages of October 18 2004.

tafkaps, if this message bothers you please just get the mods to take it down immediately, that's 100% fine with me. But given how public you have made your story and the number of times people wonder about the history it seemed appropriate to give a starting point.

And I hope you can hold on and see that while the latest events are bad they can be overcome, good luck.