Re: Treatment for Pedophilia

It was hard for me to read your post because I've had about 5 yrs total of s.o. treatment and it almost destroyed me. It is strange to hear that someone got something positive from it. It was a total mind-fuck, they made me lie about things I have done and I even had to make up things just to pacify them.
While I was in treatment, I became suicidal, started hearing voices, and it even got to the point that my own skin felt alien and uncomfortable. I never told them these things because I knew they were the cause of it, and didn't want to deal with any more issues than I absolutely had to.
Since I've left therapy, the only problems I still have from it is an occasional suicidal thought and an extreme fear of groups.

I am glad that at least one person can get something positive from it. The only positive I got was the ability to talk with other pedophiles about our attraction to children without fear. That was a very liberating feeling.