You might not realise it, pain and anger are powerful emotions that can mask such things, but you are amongst friends and I'm sure there are people in your life as well as here who love or respect you.

I always feel a kinship with MAA's because I know they share my pain, my challenges, my frustration with the world, all without doing anything wrong. Most of us don't break laws, we're not monsters, we are often valuable members of society doing nothing but good in the world. Doctors, nurses, soldiers, teachers, the person helping someone to cross the road, helping an elderly lady in the supermarket, supporting charities, just doing our part in society the same as everyone else.

I don't know you but I have no reason to doubt that you are a perfectly nice person, someone I would have as a friend and respect. I fear you are seeing the dark in the world too much and not the light which is always there.

My friend, please stay positive and remember that there are people here who will support you as a brother.