When I can say out loud, "that little girl drives me crazy" in a group and still be trusted around her not to try to have sex with her, and the group KNOWS I am attracted sexually to little girls, perhaps their daughters and granddaughters, and SHE can smile at me upon hearing it, knowing that I am no danger to her for that comment, then the world will understand and I will be satisfied.

I believe our world is continuously re-created by our thoughts. I am driven to understand my pedophilia in a positive loving way, call it spirit or call it survival. If I have these sexual thoughts of little girls, as all 'good' pedophiles do, it is to my destruction that I think of it as broken, wrong, or sick. Only if it BECOMES my destruction will I stop fighting, and if that be the end all, I couldn't possibly care.

So, I would be happy with the above level of acceptance. I really don't NEED the actual sex. The fantasy thoughts can be trained NOT to materialize; they're fantasy, they would cease to exist if made real.

Plug that into your survey Matthew.