"I thought there would be a more cohesive, supportive group here"

GC has always been more of a help you to help yourself board.

Most are doing fine enough in their own way that they don't solicit requests for support.

And its not as if the Pedophile experience is so uniform that we all have a single set of issues ( or if we do, any agreement as to what they are. )

Aside from, "we love girls" and "many folks hate us for loving girls" we are as diverse as any other community you'll find.

As to "jacking Dissident off?" Sorry, Sexiest Girl Lover Of All Time really is the sexiest.

"AoA 3-12, with a sharp peak at 10."

Around my neck of the woods some 10 year olds have breast buds, but no "sharp peaks." ;p

JK. I like adults too. But I'm pretty close to you on where the greatest fascination lies. For me its the hawt 11 year old.

Dante