Hello my pedo friends.

Some of you may remember me but it's been months since I posted. I had come out to my wife about my sexuality and it's gone quite poorly. We are still married but it's been rough We haven't made love in a year and a half. This is not helping "my problem" as she calls it. She'll occasionally mention something about adult child attraction being "gross" if we see it on TV. Where my marriage ends up, I honestly don't know. I love her, she's beautiful to me. She's also lost a ton if weight and can easily pass for 14 or 16 if she wanted to. She still tells me "I'm not what you want". She's also jealous of my YF.

As for g11. She's amazing. I'm deeply in love with her. Unfortunely my pool is closed and tankini season (which i bought for her this year) is over. We'll be shopping for a bikini next year as there is no chance she'll fit her current one next year. Puberty is in full swing.

She started fifth grade this year and got her own phone. She calls and texts me often. I can tell she's starting to test the waters. She doesn't talk to me like a normal adult. I had a long conversation with her the other night. Her and her sister were wrestling in their room and she kept repeating how they were wrestling in their pajamas and her sister was trying to pull her bra off. "It's a pajama party!" They kept repeating until once she whispered into the phone "It's really a sex party". Again, testing the waters. They began singing "My neck, My back". Omg.

Anyway, it was quite interesting and far more brave than she's been in the past. I believe she knows how I feel about her. She calls herself "My little princess" which she started on her own. I carry her constantly when she asks, to the ire of her jealous little sister. The little sister is quite precocious herself, probably due to having several older siblings. Maybe I'll save that fir another post.

Thanks for being my sounding board GC.

Gannon