And I'm very sorry for what you had to put up with but I'm thankful for your support. To be honest you have suffered more than I have but that is because I keep my thoughts to myself (in the real world anyway) and no one has gotten my personal information online. But there is always the possibilty that things can go bad. My pedophilia is never going to go away, that's for sure. I am relieved and a bit amazed that I've been able to go so long without getting into any kind of trouble (not just legal but also the type of harrassment you talk about.) I first started joining pedo support forums when I was around my early to mid teens and now I'm nearly 30. It's been about 15 years for me and in that 15 years I've seen a lot of people get into bad trouble as well as those who just disappear and I never know what happened to them. But I can only hide for so long though, I think eventually there is going to come a time when I'm going to have to face mob. Hopefully I'll be prepared to survive the onslaught of hate and bigotry.