Better people than me have had it worse than me.

If I go to prison, so be it. I wouldn't be the first.
If I am killed in prison, so be it. I wouldn't be the first.

And I already lived enough to forever be grateful for.
The Providence has been exceedingly kind to me; kinder than I ever deserved.
If the blessings are someday removed, I will not curse. It was destiny.

I have maybe not many friends. But I have the friendship of my girls. And their parents. That is more than enough.
I come here not to bring peace.