I might leave everything and move to the wilderness. I'll give my family all of my possessions, of course. I could live or die with nothing, not much diff in the big pic.

I'll miss them, especially G12 and the other g'kids. But I don't really mean that much to them. They'll be okay.

I will lie naked in the sun and rain. I'll stay close to the fire in the cold and rain. I'll make new friends, maybe even a LG or 2.

I'm feeling better about it every day.