First, she talks about how she almost killed a child... because she writes the crap that makes up the answer. Literally, that is the direct causation.

Then, a little transference, and some revictimization, courtesy of the transference aspects of the autoalienation she mentions feeling guilty about...

...and then, a panicked incitement against a 17 year old who has seen naked pictures of his same-aged classmates.

It's a fucking treasure trove.