I get that... the things I'm experiencing are actually quite common.

Everyone falls in and out of love. Everyone goes through this cycle.

In a way, that actually makes me feel a lot better.

Of course, being a pedo means you're going to run into some different complications, such as the one you pointed out. But on the other hand, there are so many complications found in adult relationships which we won't run into. It's in the nature of childlove to be simple and pure. :)

Ahhhh, but now I'm old and there will most likely be no more affairs.

Ahhhh, but you still have all those precious girls in your life! That's nothing to bawk at.

I'm going to be a parent, so I'll probably find myself in a similar situation to yours someday, with all of my love allocated to the little family members. I will no longer strive to be the ultimate lover, but the ultimate uncle/father/grandfather! That seems to me a natural progression of things that comes with age, and I'm actually kind of excited for it.

Romantic affairs are only one aspect of existence.

Just try to live a happylife.

Cheers.

- RBL