I'm caring for a boy this summer. His mom is single and extremely wealthy. We're staying in one of her houses deep in the woods, and she comes to visit on weekends.

She came by unexpectedly on Tuesday, and said "lets have sex". I told her I couldn't because my body wasn't ready. I asked her to wait until the weekend. She said no and insisted I fuck her that day. I'm not attracted to women at all, but I could probably pinch my nose and make her happy IF I had a few days to prepare.

Nope! No time to prepare. She had her stupid fantasy about being a billionaire executive and slipping away to her secret hide-away where she could be fucked by her "pool boy" and then return to the boardroom the next day. And I'm supposed to fulfill this fantasy with no warning.

She wanted sex on the beach ...I couldn't get erect if my life depended on it, and disappointed her as only a pedo could. Later that night she insisted we try again. WTF? Why are women so stupid? They think a man's body is an infinite fountain of sperm that runs 24/7. What part of "I can't today" does she not understand? If I couldn't fuck her 4 hours ago, why would she think I could now?

She forced me to try again. I got about 3/4 erect. I'm an exclusive ped, so I have no idea what I'm doing and I'm not attracted to her. I penetrated her a bit, but she had to keep putting me back in because I couldn't find where it's supposed to go. After 25 minutes, I faked an orgasm and stopped because I was tired and it was boring. She stayed the night and was really bitchy the next day. She yelled at her son for no reason.

She returned after a few days, acted like nothing happened, then when we were alone ... She went off about what a looser I was, and how I couldn't do this or that, how I do everything wrong, and then she said "the only reason I would possibly marry you is ..."

Excuse me? I'm a limp-dick sorry excuse for a man, but you want to marry me? Apparently so. I do take good care of her son and I can open pickle jars for her quite nicely.

The one thing that has haunted me about being a ped is that I could not have children. I have a need to be a father, which is completely separate from my need for intimacy. I am not sexually attracted to my nieces, and would not be attracted to my own children. This woman has unusual needs, which I might be able to fulfill, and she might be able to fulfill my need to be a father. If I could become a father, and my child had a loving mother, and I had a civil relationship with the mother, I would be a very happy man.








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