I relegate many of my current thoughts and opinions about my pedophilia and how I deal with it, including my pro-choice philosophical inclinations to a vague assembly of experiences and convincing readings. I do not have whatever it takes to recall those readings (I do better with the experiences) like Dante does, not to mention the obvious that Dante has done far more reading than I have on this subject.

But reading this post helped me understand many of the reasons that I have come to settle on a pro-choice philosophy. Primary to my mental health (and freedom from lockup) is the emphasis on philosophy. I welcome open intelligent discussion of man-girl sex (and the other variants, of course). The current morally justified hysteria that condemns such willingness to have this discussion is not healthy for anyone, adult or child, in my opinion.

I recognize the possibility that even after an intelligent discussion it could be determined that man-girl sex is never acceptable but I doubt that would be the case given the studies already concluding otherwise.

I can't be worried about nons possibly seeing my attitude as self serving because I know in myself it is not. I have lived this long without fully expressing my little girl love and I am fully expecting and prepared to die without any need to have that on a bucket list.

I'm writing this as a response to a post by Dante which impressed me greatly but I'm not meaning it as a discussion item with Dante. Its more of a message to anyone else reading that, although I do not possess the knowledge or the intelligence to compare with Dante, I have a conviction and viewpoint that empathizes and somehow understands the points he makes. He did not convince me of this; I came to this similar conclusion on my own, although in a different way.

I remember enough of my readings that I know many of them came from reading anti material; that is where my research started. What I read was not describing me. I was obviously something different than those stereotypes but I did share the desires described as unnatural. After a period of self-denial then self-hate (might sound familiar), I sought out information that was less anti. I know I found a sufficient amount to make me feel better about myself. Plus, knowing myself better at that point, I knew the only thing bad about my pedophilia was that I had to hide it. Denying it or it's expression (again philosophically) was not attractive to me all. I was not made faulty. I'm part of the never ending experiment of nature. I was made to express my love. I happen to love little girls.

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