How do I get access to your writings?

I'm afraid this is not possible. I have spent a lot of brain energy on my writings, so I try to protect them quite well. Here I mean those writings that are in preparation now.

Of course I hope they will get public later. Then you can buy them! :)

As for older writings -- there were some on the Internet, but they are gone a long time ago, along with the sites they were posted on. I lost some writings - I never had backup copies, or I lost them too. But this does not feel very important now.