I am ashamed, Griff.

Quite deeply ashamed, in fact. Just read my posts from the nite before last - it's all there to see, and I'm sure you'll see why.

The next day, I just wanted to die!...

And, I should have been banned, because those posts I made went entirely against girl-love, and totally against child emancipation.

I hang my head in shame...

I do not think that I deserve any sympathy, or perhaps to be here any more.

But, I would like to talk with you in chat, if that's ok. I have some things, connected with this, to get off my chest. This goes for anyone else, too.

I won't be around for a couple of hours, but I'll log in, and see if you're there then, If not, it's ok.

I just feel like such a schumk right now, you would not believe...

I've let myself down, and all of you at GC too.

I am just so, so sorry. I'm a total bastard..

T.