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If I found a love (a true passionate emotional/social connection with a young girl who I was attracted to), her parents would likely know I was ped-ish. And as long as they accepted that, I wouldn't need anyone else to accept it.

And if I had this with a girl, I would want to marry her.

And if I married such a girl, and ended up (as time passed) being attracted to other girls, I would be willing to sacrifice needing sexual or romantic relations with them.

But the girl (this love who I married and committed myself to) would obviously need to accept that I enjoy, and am revitalized by, the company of young people. And she would have to, at least, be okay with me hanging out with them.

And if we were in a time period that had no problem with pedo's, I would consider it ideal if this girl (who I married) allowed sexual encounters (romantic or instructional) to occur between myself and other girls. And if this wife was so okay with it all that she even had a willingness to participate in such encounters herself, that would just be paradise on earth. Of course paradise on earth would mean there was no std's either.

Hope this answers your question, well enough.