I feel left out.

I don't say that to be mean or harsh, Tril. But it's just sorta how I feel right now at this moment. And the fact that you haven't emailed much, lately, compounds my sad left out feeling. But that's my problem.

I remember asking for GCC access a while back (prolly 7 months ago or so), and one of the mods (forget who, right now, but maybe it was NFIH) said my behaviour wasn't consistent enough. But by now, here on gc, I think all my various moods have been seen many times over, by most everyone. And shouldn't that count for something?

I can sorta understand them feeling reluctant, if I asked again, since they may figure some chatter's might be worried I would be upsetting to the peaceful atmosphere of GCC. But Couldn't they at least give me a try? I mean they could easily revoke my access, if I became a problem, right? I really would show very much loyalty and respect if they were let me in.

Mods: Consider this an asking. And please send me a yes or no reply via email.